wildestdreams-89

wildestdreams-89:

Dear Taylor, My name is Jessica. I’m 20 years old, and I’m a Swiftie. I’m also dying.
In Jan ‘13 I was diagnosed with terminal heart failure. I will lose my battle but because of you every day I win the war. You help me choose happiness, hope and love over sadness, bitterness and pain. You help me dance and sing and twirl when I want to curl up and cry. You help me choose life. I’m so happy to be alive, to watch the clouds, see the stars, taste the snowflakes. I’m so honoured to feel the grass between my toes and to hear your voice playing from the radio. Your music holds my hand when I am sad, and cheers my corner when I’m happy. You’ve achieved so much, so young, and you prove to me every day that a good and full life is not measured in years, but in what you do within those years. Thank you for giving me the strength to carry on, and to fight. I had so many dreams that will never be realised, but you inspire me to try. Because what is life without hopeless attempts at dreams ? I dream to see you in person, I know the chances are next to impossible because I’m from the UK, but I’m visiting New York for treatment on my heart in October and I can’t help but hope that one dream can still come true. That I’ll meet you and be able to tell you just how wonderful you are. That I’ll get to hug you and thank you face to face (the way my Mama taught me!) but if not, please know I love you and I am so grateful for my little slice of happiness. No one can save my life, but you’re saving my soul. Thank you for inspiring me to be exactly who I am, through highs and lows. Because of you, I know that being me is enough. Love Jessica xxx

taylorswift please see this! Jessica is such an inspiration!❤️
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officialtaylornation:

Hey guys, there’s this Tumblr user, wildestdreams-89 (and her instagram wildestdreams1989) and she’s a fan of Taylor that has Terminal Heart Failure and as you can see on her Instagram and Tumblr, she’s been posting from the hospital and what not.

She doesn’t have much time left, which is…

taylorswift please see this! Jessica is such an inspiration and she needs you!❤️
wildestdreams-89
wildestdreams-89:

Taylor, 
Do you remember when the whole world was obsessed with HSM and Zefron ? I’ve been thinking about the song ‘You are the music in me’ recently and how much that applies to how I feel for you. I think the music in us is the strength in us. It’s the happiness, the hope, it’s the strongest part of us. The part of us that we look for when everything is broken and ruined and awful. It’s the music in us that pulls us through. Taylor, you are the music in me. You have pulled me through this illness. I’m not scared anymore. I’m happy. I’m strong, I’m proud, I’m fearless. I’m not scared of dying, I just don’t want to. I want to sing and dance and laugh and love and shake and I want hug you and thank you for making me see that it really doesn’t matter what anyone throws at me, what god or life throw at me. As long as I hold on to the music in me, as long as I hold on to you, I’m gonna be alright. Whether in alright here, or where ever I pass on too next. 

I’m going to be in NY from the UK during the week 1989 is released and if you think I won’t be dancing to that album all over that city until I shake it on into you, then gurl you are hella wrong! Here’s to the future Taylor, where ever it made lead us. Here’s to 1989. Here’s to the music in us.

taylorswift

wildestdreams-89:

Taylor,
Do you remember when the whole world was obsessed with HSM and Zefron ? I’ve been thinking about the song ‘You are the music in me’ recently and how much that applies to how I feel for you. I think the music in us is the strength in us. It’s the happiness, the hope, it’s the strongest part of us. The part of us that we look for when everything is broken and ruined and awful. It’s the music in us that pulls us through. Taylor, you are the music in me. You have pulled me through this illness. I’m not scared anymore. I’m happy. I’m strong, I’m proud, I’m fearless. I’m not scared of dying, I just don’t want to. I want to sing and dance and laugh and love and shake and I want hug you and thank you for making me see that it really doesn’t matter what anyone throws at me, what god or life throw at me. As long as I hold on to the music in me, as long as I hold on to you, I’m gonna be alright. Whether in alright here, or where ever I pass on too next.

I’m going to be in NY from the UK during the week 1989 is released and if you think I won’t be dancing to that album all over that city until I shake it on into you, then gurl you are hella wrong! Here’s to the future Taylor, where ever it made lead us. Here’s to 1989. Here’s to the music in us.

taylorswift
wildestdreams-89
wildestdreams-89:

My dearest sweet Taylor, My name is Jessica. In Jan ‘13 I was diagnosed with terminal heart failure. I will lose my battle but because of you every day I win the war. You help me choose happiness, hope and love over sadness, bitterness and pain. You help me dance and sing and twirl when I want to curl up and cry. You help me choose life. I’m so happy to be alive, to watch the clouds, see the stars, taste the snowflakes. I’m so honoured to feel the grass between my toes and to hear your voice playing from the radio. Your music holds my hand when I am sad, and cheers my corner when I’m happy. You’ve achieved so much, so young, and you prove to me every day that a good and full life is not measured in years, but in what you do within those years. Thank you for giving me the strength to carry on, and to fight.  I had so many dreams that will never be realised, but you inspire me to try. Because what is life without hopeless attempts at dreams ? I dream to see you in person, I know the chances are next to impossible because I’m from the UK, but I’m visiting New York for treatment on my heart in October and I can’t help but hope that one dream can still come true. That I’ll meet you and be able to tell you just how wonderful you are. That I’ll get to hug you and thank you face to face (the way my Mama taught me!) but if not, please know I love you and I am so grateful for my little slice of happiness. No one can save my life, but you’re saving my soul. Thank you for inspiring me to be exactly who I am, through highs and lows. Because of you, I know that being me is enough. Love Jessica xxx

taylorswift please see this!  Jessica is such an inspiration!

wildestdreams-89:

My dearest sweet Taylor, My name is Jessica. In Jan ‘13 I was diagnosed with terminal heart failure. I will lose my battle but because of you every day I win the war. You help me choose happiness, hope and love over sadness, bitterness and pain. You help me dance and sing and twirl when I want to curl up and cry. You help me choose life. I’m so happy to be alive, to watch the clouds, see the stars, taste the snowflakes. I’m so honoured to feel the grass between my toes and to hear your voice playing from the radio. Your music holds my hand when I am sad, and cheers my corner when I’m happy. You’ve achieved so much, so young, and you prove to me every day that a good and full life is not measured in years, but in what you do within those years. Thank you for giving me the strength to carry on, and to fight. I had so many dreams that will never be realised, but you inspire me to try. Because what is life without hopeless attempts at dreams ? I dream to see you in person, I know the chances are next to impossible because I’m from the UK, but I’m visiting New York for treatment on my heart in October and I can’t help but hope that one dream can still come true. That I’ll meet you and be able to tell you just how wonderful you are. That I’ll get to hug you and thank you face to face (the way my Mama taught me!) but if not, please know I love you and I am so grateful for my little slice of happiness. No one can save my life, but you’re saving my soul. Thank you for inspiring me to be exactly who I am, through highs and lows. Because of you, I know that being me is enough. Love Jessica xxx

taylorswift please see this! Jessica is such an inspiration!

Hey taylorswift this is me playing Shake It Off (I was a little short handed at the time so I played with myself and improvised with what equipment I had, aka the guitar drum) ILYSM! ❤️

Stay Stay Stay - Taylor Swift
I have had this song stuck in my head lately. This is how I spend my Sunday nights lol Time seems to not exists whenever I play. taylorswift tswiftdaily ohsoswiftly -tswiftmusic longlive88